Cheryl

Naw this was a long time ago

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 21:14:50 GMT

cherfagan's LJ stalker is revaladdinsane!

revaladdinsane is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also getting jiggy with your best friend!

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Tue, 21 Feb 2006 02:29:56 GMT

the Questioner
Test finished!

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six

being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six

the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often

are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents

are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CY

Would you rather have chosen:

AY (EIGHT)

BY (FOUR)

CX (TWO)

CZ (ONE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 0% on ABC

You scored higher than 52% on XYZ

Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

p.s.

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 07:28:37 GMT

You're a cock You're a cock You're a cock.....You're a cock. I think Brandon is the only one who will get that but hey you gotta love Brittish humor.

so fox has officially gone over the top

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 21:14:30 GMT

but I think it's my new favorite channel. Fox reality tv all the stupid shows they have done from when animals attack to celebrity boxing. They are doing temptation island now. Just imagine it horribly cheesy television when ever I need a fix. Actually I'm only 50% sarcastic with this. Everyone should prolly pray for our society here.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 22:16:44 GMT

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

I am reviewing the situation

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 04:33:59 GMT

So this evening has turned out to be a little better then before. Had a good dinner talked to Marcus online then found 170 bucks in my camera bag. Not a bad ending if I do say so myself.

oh I wish

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 02:36:44 GMT

I wish people would let sleeping dogs lie. I don't care about anything any more. I'm not mad, I'm not sad, I'm not jealous I just don't care. I'm doing pretty well without you and life has gone on as it always does.

Today was a bad day I know I was due, but still I hate that it happened. The problem there was too much to do and seemenly not enough time to do it. I fought with Jerry granted we made up when the day was done but I outright fought with him and felt bad about it the rest of the day. I yelled at my workers for not working fast enough on the floor. Very unprofessional one of them is probably going to call in sick on me again. I got my work done even the list of extra crap I was given but I wish that everyone worked as hard as I did to get it all done or it wouldn't have gotten done. Oh well the day ended and I couldn't have been happier. I don't get to see Jerry tomorrow so it's going to be pretty boring and I'm down about it.

Both of my crushes seem impossible: One is married, one is twenty. Bummer.

I must be fine because my heart is still beating

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 04:54:20 GMT

Well the last few days have been interesting.

Sunday: How can anyone watch a penguin movie and not be happy. Oh they were soo cute. And it was a really well done movie. It was wierd seeing The Art in the day light, but at least we got to see James. Rehersal went well. We got a new man and he's learning quick. That is always good.

Monday: Woke up to a horrible mess in the kitchen. While I slept Racoons ransaked it. They opened cupboards and ate strange things like flour, banana nut muffin mix, koolaid freezers mix, sugar, and the wierdest of all bakers chocolate. So yeah that was fun because I was running late to work and prayed no one would come to inspect the home while I was there.
Work was terrifc. Monday is fast becoming my favorite day because I work Danielle,Charlie, and Jerry all my laugh buddies and a new guy Marcus is becoming a fast friend. We got a lot of space in the backroom because of me so I"m pretty proud.

Tuesday: Go into work to see Frito lay has taken up all the space I made. I'm bummed because I want to enjoy the space I made. Whatever still got a lot done. Get home change clothes drive for an hour to Heather's. Call Heather find out she's at Brandon's. Got to Brandons. Play jungle person trying to get to his front door. No oven. Well at least I got to hang with Heather and itsy. Brandon has to work late so it's me and Heather watch TV, walk to the library eat sweets. Brandon comes home and we go to shorehouse and have a good time. I'm not complaining because I love hanging with Heather and Brandon hell we have fun hanging at the DMV, (awe memories).

Wednesday: Finished cleaning my room including vaccuuming. No I have to start on a different room. Looked through cookbooks. Woohoo My life is hella exciting, but you know what I wouldn't trade it because at least it's been an adventure.

Oh I loves me some Jimmy Stewert

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 20:17:35 GMT

Where are the men like him? He was so beautiful in every sense of the word. (insert sigh here) Well last night was tons of fun and inspite the severe sleep deprivation I made it fairly unscathed. Today is going to be a blast I get to see the penguin movie, (yeah fro penguins) and hang with my buds. I think right now though I will watch more Jimmy Stewert movies.

Oh no

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 00:57:01 GMT

I'm so bummed. Last night I was watching Dinner for Five because it had Bruce Campbell on it. It was a good episode, but oh the horror. The love of my life has gotten doughy.

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 03:34:33 GMT

I'm in a wierd mood today. Have been since I woke up. I keep hoping that things will return to normal and I know that they will never be that way again. There's a lot of anger in me today and I don't know where it is directed because nothing is wrong. Work is great, they want to promote me to the position permenantly and they say that I'm doing a terrifc job and my sales are up again. Yeah me. My idiots seem to be trying and Jerry is there to give me laughs. Friends are better then ever. I've been having such a good time that it's been seeming like years since I last saw them even though it's been merely days. Grandma has been as stable as she can be. My room is looking cleaner then it has in a long time. It's no longer an obstacle course. Everything is so good so why the mood? Maybe I'm afriad it will all fall apart. That if things get too good something has to go wrong, but it seems so silly. I don't know it's just wierd.

Where's my spy camera?

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 03:43:22 GMT

Halloween didn't come in and this doesn't seem to be worrying anyone but me. Why the hell put it on the schedule if it's not going to be there? Yeah it's Jerry time good times. Had fun today at work went through two pallets of notebooks and a pallet of pantene. Yeah me.
On a side note: I'm crushing hard on someone. I can't get them out of my mind. But I don't want to jinx it so therefore mums the word.

blerg

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:28:32 GMT

I am bored with life. I need some sort of new project to fill my empty minutes between, friends, Rocky, and work. CLeaning isn't helping although it is making my room look better. I forgot I had a couch in here. Saw Willy Wonka last night with the usual suspects and had a good time. The movie was okay but the friends were awesome especially closing down Johnny Rockets. Brandon I never get tired of your work stories I promise. So that's about it like I said it's pretty boring in Cheryl towne.

His nipples are in the wrong place.

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 05:25:59 GMT

Ask Poncho she can explain it better then I ever could. So every time I think I've had all the fun I can take I have more. This weekend was a blast. Got ready at Susan's with the three headed tranny which is always fun. Then the show, it always amazes me how lucky I am to be part of something so wonderful. It was so much fun and no matter what happened my good mood lasted all night. Didn't go to the Shorehouse to eat tacos and sandwhiches instead went home and slept because Sunday I went to THE FAIR! (Insert excited chanting here). Met Poncho and Erin then we hot chickes walked around and mocked the people around us. Any prize anny size. And that's 40 rings for just two bucks. I think those words have been burned into my head. I had a terrifc time eating shitty food and buying strange infomercial crap. And a word to the wise Avacado fudge....not so much. Lego city was cool, cows cuddling with people was really cute, baby bunnies cutest thing of all. Hanging with friends all weekend... priceless. By the way at work Jerry is not transferred in fact I get to see him a lot more because Tusheral is going on baby vacation so yeah things are good.

Bi-polar my buttcheeks

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 04:28:18 GMT

So the last couple of days have been pretty hard and tiring, but so worth it. I've been passing out early so tired from work and I think I'm actually getting enough sleep. I had my first conferance call ever and they are so BORING!! Though there are some really hot voices in the non foods managers they don't say anything interesting. At least not to me non of those conversations hardly ever end in sex, (ha ha jokes jokes funny funny). It's all about Harry Potter this weekend. We're supposed to have a pajama party and do a reading at midnight, but luckily I don't have to be there. I don't have any work worthy pajamas. Things have been pleasantly boring other then all that wonderful stuff. I almost went off on a customer when she was destroying my display of notebooks. Yes we are having a huge back to school sale this week god where does the time go? I'm sorry if I'm boring you about work details, but it's actually interesting to me and it's my journal so....there. That's about it really looking foreward to tomorrow because I get to see my pals and it's a night off from work. Oh yeah I cleaned a corner of my room, yeah progress.

So far

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 20:10:35 GMT

This week has been pretty good besides the absence of Jerry from work. I should see him tomorrow if the schedule is anything to go by. So Monday me and Danielle, (my best work friend that's a girl), busted are behinds to get four pallets out of the back room. Halloween is coming next week so we need to make room for it. Yes I said Halloween. Tuesday I found out one of my idiots is quitting, which sucks but it also means new blood and I think I can handle it. Didn't get a lot more done but hopefully today my back up idiot will be getting at least two more pallets out, keeping my fingers crossed. Tuesday evening went to the movies to see Dark Water. I went a little early to go buy a Pulp CD, (my first of many I hope since I enjoy their music so and no longer have Reign's supply. She would be so proud of me I think.) as I was buying my CD I noticed that my purse would close, the zipper had broke. So I went down to Ralph's since that was the closet place in that area to have a purse I thought and well they had huge shopping backs and wine totes. I chose the tote and bought a sandwhich to sneak into the movie. It's funny if you know Jerry, hell it's funny anyway I'm using a wine tote as a purse right now. I meet up with Heather and we buy candy, which because of Byron the German Berries are now known as sex toys, get our tickets and go in. Brandon came and joined us in the middle of his favorite preview, Must Love Dogs and we wwatched the movie. I hit Heather with a sex toy and laughed about it for five minutes. The movie was....okay. It left me feeling like the Ring two did, eh. Tim Roth was in it though and it made me very sad the Jennifer Connely and him didn't do it. Tim Roth is beautiful ahhhhhhhhh. After the movie we went to our usual spot Hoff's and me and Brandon tried to get fluid to come out of each others nose. Neither of us won....yet. We had some laughs and some okay food then I went home and watched really bad 80's titty flicks but it had Pheobe Cates what could I do. Today I took Grandma out to lunch and missed a call from Reign which makes me a sad panda because I have so much to tell her but she'll call again. She's good like that. So in sumation I am having a good week yeah me. Oh yeah Fair this sunday if you wanna go e-mail me or comment or whatever I'm not picky. Bye guys be safe warm and happy I love yall

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 00:42:50 GMT

Your Kissing Purity Score: 31% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Kissing Purity Test

The one I should not think of keeps rolling through my mind

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 05:42:19 GMT

I've been having dreams about someone I shouldn't. Hot dreams. Oh well. No Brandon it isn't you.

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 05:30:50 GMT

Vote Quimby Vote Quimby Vote Quimby!!!!!

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 04:20:21 GMT

Ah good times. Anyway the Orange county fair is in town. Anyone want to go???? I do good fair I promise. Today was weird. First there were horiible dreams then the rest of the day was spent sort of out of it. I cried from pain in my back so much so that Al had to take me upstairs and massage the kinks out of it. It still hurts. Damn kitty litter. I need to learn my limitations. And Charcol in the eye freakin hurts just so you all know. But it wasn't a bad day. Had a break with Jerry. I was accomplished in making phone calls, (My biggest fear), and I knew the answers for tracy which always make me happy. I even handled the pricing Debacle about summer items. I'm doing well. Now all I need is some fair to raise my spirits. Yeah fairs. I am so glad it's the season there is some fair crap that I need to get. This post is going no where so I'm ending it on.....Vote Quimby

So I worked my butt off today

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:24:32 GMT

Today was a good day. I got to work with Jerry for most of the day. I really like him he makes me laugh and feel all silly then respects everything I tell him about the job. He treats me like omigod a person. I wish my crew would respect me more. Not more then two hours after I tell them about keeping the backroom organized then go off and start leaving their trash all over. So tushural had a talk with them which I hoped made them realize that if they just listened to me in the first place they wouldn't get in trouble. I have spent fifteen years of my life avoiding trouble in that place that I just might know what I'm talking about. Go fig. So Peter comes up to me and asks if I"m seeing anyone from work. I laugh and say hell no. (it's my policy to never see anyone that I see almost everyday it's too easy to get sick of someone.) I ask m=him why and he says that there are rumors going around that I'm seeing Justin. (Just because we like to talk and we share the same hair color doesn't mean we're going out.) I joke no because Al would get jealous. Al is a long time friend that I joke with about having an affair. This just makes me confused. Just because I'm nice, (I know it's unusual but I have to do it for work) doesn't mean I'm in love. I haven't been in love for god almost four years. Wow. I was a tom boy guys make better friends. (barring the wonderful female relationships I have made lately) I like joking about sex with guys oooooooooooo. Oh well that didn't bother me until just now. So back to my good day. I received a hey you didn't forget notice which is good and I'm ahead of schedule with the promoional aisle. I really wish Tushural would calm down about new displays coming in I can't control it and they do it every week. I got them into my section though which means i got rid of three pallets of crap. Yeah me. I'm sure this post is boring everyone to tears but it's nice to talk about something else especially since it seems that I actually like doing this stuff. It feels so good to look in my back room and say I can get all of this stuff oput and people will by it and understand how that affects everything else in my department. Hee heeI have a department. I have people under me that supposedly listen to me. I make decisions. I never knew I had it in me. I kind of feels good. I have no idea where this post is going so I guess I will end it now with this. I am happy and I love you guys.

for some strange reason this makes me happy

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 22:30:57 GMT

What kind of disease are you?

cherfagan:

cherfagan is caused by monkeys.

cherfagan disease causes deadly flatulence upon infection.
The only cure for cherfagan is to drink fresh spring water from the mystical spring of ixthapa.

Ah it's almost bed time

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 06:23:48 GMT

Today was nice. I was awoken by my mom asking if I would like to go with her and grandma to the Cabrillo Museum. I said sure haven't been there since I was a kid so it sounded like something to do. So we get there and it's not open so we walk by the water until it does. Inside it was full of day care kids but not so crowded that youcouldn't see anything. I spent a lot of time looking at sea horses and moray eels. Was grossed out by the blobby star fish and intrigued by the Jelly fish. Went to the tide pools and let grandma touch a few of the animals then I talked to the head person about what do they need in the way of volunteers. They have a lot of children that do it and it would be nice to work with kids again since that seems to be what I want to do. If this can't work into my schedule I might try running a girl scout troop again. That was real fun.

So after that Brandon, Heather, Me, Bill and Byron went to see Land of the Dead. While waiting for the movie to start these two boys with Brooke sucks t-shirts came in. I, stupidly now in hind sight, asked them what they're shirts meant. They told me at length so much so that I won't go into it here and have already put way to much time into that part of my day. The movie was okay it scared surprised me a couple of times and I was with good company so yeah it was cool. I wish it had been more gross, but it wasn't bad.

After that we went over to Hoffs which is usually my favorite part of hanging out with my friends. It was no different this time the subjects we discuss always go back to one thing....sex. Oh well sex is fun to talk about. It was a good day for me I felt so strong when I was going home. Like finally things are moving back into a happy head space. I feel good. I hope all my friends feel good. Love you guys.

Oh yeah thanks for the present Heather.

so

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 04:14:24 GMT

Do you ever feel like your living one horrible eighties teen drama? I'm so tired of living in regret for the things I haven't done that I am offically saying fuck it. I never was a bad person and I don't know why I punished myself for as long as I did. I still have a lot of time left in this life to be the person I'm supposed to be and that's exactly what I'm going to do.

So when I woke up this morning I was so tired my eyes would barely open and I think I was still a little drunk. Don't like that feeling too much I don't want to be one of those drunk people that can do nothing else to have fun. But I digress. When I woke up this morning my heart felt lighter, like I had finally let something go that I had been holding onto for way to long. It felt good and I want to thank Brandon and Heather and Poncho and yes even Tracy to a small extent for helping me through everything I've been going through lately. Things are going to be better I feel it.

Work was okay. There wasn't a load my crew seem to be idiots and not there all the time, but I have a plan of action and thursday is when it gets set into motion. I need to remember that I know how to deal with all this bull and if they can't step into line they will have to go somewhere else. On a sad note yet another member of the dog pound has been tranfered all my work friends are slowly leaving and most of them are going to the store closer to my house hmmmm maybe I should try the transfer.

So my mood is better and I'm looking foreward to tomorrow and the next day and such. Overslept when I got home and missed a chance to go to the movies with Brandon but it's okay I know we will have fun another day. I need to not focus on the negative because things are good now.

What no sleep....perfect

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 18:19:04 GMT

So I thought hey I have a lot to do the next day why not try to get some sleep early. Ha ha ha ha ha. Clerks was on. Had to watch it . Then I went well I might as well watch Mallrats since I love that movie and makeit a Kevin Smith marathon. Thought I would fall alseep to Mallrats turns out watched the entire thing then watched a documentry on Clerks, has it really been ten years since? So after that and thinking Damn Kevin Smith is a hottie I find Exit to Eden on, good story shitty shitty movie so I decide I have to reread the book at least to my favorite scene. Then I pass out and have some fairly almost Blue Velvet esque dreams which I refuse to go into at this early hour. Of course after only four hours of sleep grandma wakes me up with some wonderful cat drama about the neighbors stealing cat food from my car. So this takes a while to calm her down and I'm not even sure she is calm but I have her watching Lilo and Stich so hopefully it will work. I have a feeling it's going to be a check up on grandma all day today. Ha and mom asks when I'm having kids. Guess what mom I'm raising one right now no wonder I like to live in a fantasy world.